Sunday, June 14, 2015

Blessed Be the Ties that Bind and Nurture Us!

Again, and yet again, let us call  forth our own courage, strength and resourcefulness.
In the night when all is still, my own hands touch to heal my injured rib and caress the womb that continues to give new life, new possibilities long after my years of physical giving birth are past.
     A friend calls, and inside I know going together to Grower's Market will be another blessing for us both, where we can converse with these amazing farmers and crafts people who give life to our community.  He buys seedlings for our awesome garden, I buy produce for  the week ahead.
      Then I take a new friend Diane to a neighborhood potluck, where we both feel the camaraderie, the warmth, the shared stories that give us our sense of belonging to  this tribe of intelligent, awakening people who have chosen Ashland as  home too.  We share good food and friendship as we gather and get to know one another better.  Another new beginning for the two of us, too.
       Returning home, my body needs a rest while Marina quietly helps clean and organize  my fridge and kitchen.  I need her help, and gratefully welcome it.  After a snack, I take  another nap and share a simple meal with another dear friend.  He takes off for an hour to help Tanja check out and buy a lovely red bike from one of his friends,  just the perfect gift for herself right now, so she too can gather strength over the summer and  enjoy that freedom only a bicycle can bring.  One generous heart lending a helping hand to another.  One conscious choice at a time, that is how we'll change this planet.
        As the evening grows cool, we drive to Emigrant Lake .  As we walk, soaking up an amazing sunset and a brisk lakeside breeze, spontaneously I find my left arm free again to reach skyward, the tension in  my ribs dissolving.   Miracles often happen quietly, sometimes suddenly when least expected!  We begin to envision with shared enthusiasm the possibility of a short camping trip along the Rogue River.  We've both been showing up fully for what is important, being  patient and giving spaciousness to the situation of my injury,  already healing faster than I'd dared hope.  A chance to vacation is  indeed coming true!  Fun and enjoying the nature spirits is part of honoring our  deepening connection to being in alignment with nature's gifts.  We go our  separate ways, honoring too these gentle ties that bind  us to the bigger picture.  May we all find simple ways to nourish our hearts, minds, bodies and  souls as summer arrives with a bang of hot weather, then a short reprieve.
        I offer a special blessing to Lara and Meagan as they celebrate their common  birthday tomorrow; it's been a year for new adventures, big transitions and growth for both  of them, and we've all shared in the joy of Meagan's marriage to Jaime this spring!  Time to warm up, wake up, and begin this new day!  What will you choose to do with your precious life this summer?

Sunday, June 7, 2015

I AM ONE WITH THE LIGHT OF THE MOTHER

I AM ONE with the Light of the Mother , I am Your Beloved Child
I AM ONE with the Light of the Father, too, for You give me focus and direction
  when I am sore afraid.
In the predawn hours of a summer day, You comfort me in the Stillness
As I sing Climb Every Mountain with old friends, I know I am still part of this
    Earthly Choir, my voice often still, but she also loves to sing with old friends, new friends too.
     When Chris told me she has needed to let go singing with this church choir because of her own
      health challenges, I weep, for having the courage to let go again and yet again has been part of my path as well.
       As my imagination feeds hope into my cellular memory, I would like to sing with a choir  again, be it Threshold Choir, a meditative singing of women who gather at the bedsides of folks nearing the end of their lives, or Women With Wings....I trust I shall be guided as my voice grows stronger, freer.
        It feels like such a blessing to be connecting with sister Goddesses who stand by one another as we each have our own journeys, and we feel this deep camaraderie with each other, too.
        At times our voices are fierce and passionate, at times humble and in awe as we learn to honor our own wisdom, and learn from one another to live in this ever-changing world.  We all seem to love being part of this emerging family that honors, protects, and treasures Gaia as she faces so many changes, needing our voices to speak up on her Behalf.
       May we have the courage, the faith, to be One with the Light of the Mother so long silenced in our collective history.  May we embrace the men, children and grandchildren blessed to walk beside and sing beside us too.  Life is so precious, and  yes, it shall include Death for each of us too, as it has so poignantly in recent years for some of our brightest comrades.  We are part of a lineage, and we too can be open to Source,  God, the Life Force  pulsing through  each of us as we let go old regrets, frustrations,  guilt, and fears and learn to be part of these wondrous new Beginnings! Blessings abound.  Let us rejoice and be glad!